I’ve been wanting to write to everyone, because I do miss you all so very much. Yet, I don’t know, even now what I can say. I’m glad I stopped my blog; it was beyond time to stop reporting the pure insanity of our lives. If we don’t know all the history, we know enough. I’ve been criticized that my blog dwelled too much on the dark, and perhaps it did, but the real truth is not only about the Light. Let me explain what I saw my blog as being:
When I started blogging, I simply wanted to follow the financial collapse and to offer hope.
That was it!
I didn’t know anything about big pharma, the Vatican, ETs, life in the universe, vaccines, genocide, Agenda 21, education, etc. That all came along as I learned — and I hope you all learned with me, too. I made mistakes, but I was transparent about them and I never lied. I always told the truth. How else are we to learn, if not by mistakes? It is not possible to learn the difficult lessons of life from a book, or from another scholar. My life had been one of abuse, and I’d had very little experience in the real, tough world. I found it difficult to believe that many who profess they are saving us are really thieves. I was naive and delighted that my work was finally appreciated. Little did I know the truth that one-more-time my abilities were being used. It was a tough lesson, but I believe I learned it.
I sit here today wanting to tell you that I will be back, but at the moment I do not see it would be of any value, either to you or me. As I have continued the difficult journey of ‘getting my issues out of my tissues’ (Ross’ slogan is that if you have an issue it is in your tissue), I have realized that using electronic means to communicate is artificial. As I’m coming to understand energy on a deeper level – the energy that is running through my body, I realize that the energy we are using on the television, internet, and so on is an artificial construct. It is a fake reality that I have been buying into for far too long. I have Nature sounds on my television, which is about all I listen to anymore, but these are not ‘real’. I am not truly connected energetically to Mother Earth or Father Sun. I need to be outside so I can reestablish that real connection for as much time each day as I can find to do so. A fake electronic connection will not help me to heal!
Much of this understanding has come about from my reading and re-reading a book called Our Universal Journey by George Kavassilas.
This book came to me at the perfect time, and it resonates as ‘truth’ to me; I was so ready for it! I suggest it to everyone, knowing your inner voice will direct you to read it, or not. Probably one of the most important statements he makes, backed up with plenty of experiential ‘facts’ is that, in my words, we are being lied to and manipulated. We are not a weak, immature, young race. We do not need mentoring. The Bible and many ancient texts are based on too much falsehood, and like Ben Fulford’s weekly letters that may contain a grain of truth, I’m no longer interested in spending my time with them. The other statement that George makes and then fully explains is that we are being fooled by a kind of love that is really conditional. Many of us, because we have been so deprived of real love, have bought into it.
We took this journey on for a reason, and we are about to regain our wisdom via the activation of our 12 strands of DNA and become Creators of Light, far beyond the fourth dimension, which is where we have been led to believe we are going. At this time, we will no longer need technology! Because of this, almost everyone in our Universe is watching us and hoping to control us in some way for their benefit and keep us from becoming who we truly are. Read George’s text, and like I did, perhaps you will also find it quite amazing! All we truly need to move forward is our heart connection!!!
Yesterday, I sat and watched once again the entire video of Crimea, the Way Back Home – with the CC (closed captions) on, and I cried a lot, because I understand how far Americans still must come. The people of Crimea demonstrated and set us such a clear example. How many actually watched the lengthy video that I recommended so many times? I wonder.
Those in Crimea have a history of suffering and as a result have come to see what is of true value, and here in America we are still fighting one another. People still haven’t realized that we must come together as human beings to expel those who would enslave us all. As far as I am concerned, the election continues to be a big joke. No matter who wins, if this election goes forward, we are going to suffer. Like people all over the world, Americans need a time of stability, of the sense that they are truly being cared for — not lied to. They need to be told the ‘real’ truth, and then they need time and help to deal with the fact that their world has been turned upside down.
Yesterday, I also watched a video called MUST LISTEN: World Economic Collapse will be SUDDEN and by summer, Gold over $2000! | Bo Polny I know enough about tech charts to say it makes sense, but then there is always so much none of us knows.
I watched two other videos about the early political life of Putin, and I could only pray a leader like him might emerge for all of us. He tells his people the truth; he cares for them. He understands sovereignty, both personal and national, and he lives by the law. When we are ready for such a leader, he will appear. From what I read in the news, I do not think we are yet ready.
PRESIDENT – Episode 1/8 – War in Chechnya. Way from Prime Minister to Acting President Documentary by Vladimir Solovyov
Rest of the episodes coming soon… [I couldn’t find any of the other episodes]
Then this morning, I read more of the propaganda being put out about him and Russia’s involvement in Syria. These are utter lies, and I believe Putin is waiting for the planet to awaken. He has no desire to control us, but he isn’t going to allow his country to be a victim of us ever again. We can participate, or not, and help to move things in a positive direction.
In the night, I started up my iPad to check Ziad Fadel’s site, syrianperspective.com because he is the only one really saying anything at all about Syria right now — I think important things are happening there at this very time, and as my fingers worked on my iPad, they quickly shot a burst of energy into my body that re-injured my legs and kept me awake.
Certainly, it does not make any sense to come back now, but I will not say I will never come back. Never is a long time. Under different circumstances, I might change my mind, but I think I am largely done with heavy doses of the energy of the computer. My thanks to all of you who continue to share with me. Your research was always better than mine 🙂 My thanks also to everyone who is sharing various health remedies, etc. Somehow I am surviving and continuing to learn as I heal. My feeling has always been that if I deal with my unconscious emotions by making them conscious, everything else will fall in place. I still think that is true.
My love and many hugs to everyone.